biEntEkwAtro24..dCotSo:)

how do i breathe:)

bientekwatro24 — Sat, 12 Jul 2008 02:50:27 +0000

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love of a lifetime:)

bientekwatro24 — Sat, 12 Jul 2008 02:39:35 +0000

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forever:)24

bientekwatro24 — Sat, 12 Jul 2008 02:33:15 +0000

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grow old with you:)

bientekwatro24 — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:05:37 +0000

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lost in love:)

bientekwatro24 — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:00:34 +0000

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no one:)

bientekwatro24 — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:57:39 +0000

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i dont wnna miz a thing:)

bientekwatro24 — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:54:22 +0000

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tattoo..

bientekwatro24 — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:40:34 +0000

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noi..rockrakan sa gotra!!!!:)

bientekwatro24 — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:29:29 +0000

im not letting go!!!

bientekwatro24 — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:04:15 +0000

IM NOT LETTING GO!

Part 2 of letting go

Since the day Jessica left me, I promised to myself that I’ll never love again. I would offer my life to god as a promise to her that my love for her would be forever!!

As I was walking along the park one night, a soft breeze suddenly rushed into me…”jess I know it’s you, watching me in everything I do…” then a voice whispered softly in my ear “Carl, im sorry if I have to leave so soon, since then, I cant bare the pain, the burden I was carrying for the past 4 years between you, my friends, and i. I felt so alone..so down..no one to talk to. I did not have the guts to tell you all of this because I was afraid that you won’t understand. But even if I had to risk my own life, I did promise one thing..that the love I have for you will never fade..and that I will love you FOREVER!!”. Then a bright light suddenly appeared infront of me. It was her, the girl I love and will be in my heart for the rest of my life. She was smiling, yet I saw in her eyes that there was something missing… the usual glow when I always look deep in her eyes was lost.. then the light suddenly faded.

It’s been 2 years now since jess died. But all my heart shouts is her name..i miss her so much! I still love her and I will love her forever! And now, knowing that she’s there waiting for me, my love for have ebdured stronger. Our memories will be kept in my mind always. I wouldn’t even consider her as my past coz she will always be my present.

“jess..i know you can hear me..this I promise you..my love will always be with you no matter what happens..and as I go to sleep tonight…I would be waking up tommorow in your eyes..we’ll be together again!!we will never part for the rest of our life!!im never letting go!!im not saying goodbye!!!”